And I Miss You, Like The Deserts Miss The Rain

Devil hasn't updated for a while because He's been busy...and because He's had a lot of things on His mind.

I just wish that everything would settle down so I can regain some normality and structure in my life once again...but that won't be happening until the end of the month.

Unfortunately I'm right in the middle of annual boot camp weekend and this year they've decided to split it over two weekends...which has both advantages and disadvantages. One of the major disadvantages is the food that I've been eating. It's not been entirely healthy or nutritionally sound and I'm really looking forward to getting back on track with my diet.

I'm committed to working hard to reducing my body fat...and with the help of a nutritionist friend of mine, I think I can get my body fat down to single digits by the end of the year. Well...at least that's what I'm going to try for and I'm going to work damn hard to get it.

I hate being fat.

Work has been extremely hectic too. Being a specialist has it's downside too. Sometimes they absolutely can't do without you...and I get tired of using that for my own gains. I sometimes pity my managers / bosses who try so hard to get me to do the work that they want...and I still refuse to do it until they're able to justify it to me.

And I still miss my little friend.

It's been 3 weeks since his passing...and it still hurts.

Devil's Winamp: Everything But The Girl - Missing
Devil's Mood: Sad / Overweight / Hectic